Friday, July 13, 2007

Opinions Please






Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Too Early

My mom told me today that she had gotten a call from one of the people we still keep in touch with from church that Becca, the youth pastor who moved to California maybe five or six years back, her husband, and some kids were in a car accident on their way to a church retreat on June 21st Becca and three kids died and her husband is massively injured. They have a two-year-old little girl :(

Becca was just so young and passionate and active, and she really strengthened the youth group and tried to draw me out of my shell a little. Even though we didn't keep in touch when she went to CA and I rarely thought of her and Tom, it's really hard to think that her life was so short...

Weaving Song

I thought a poem while I was braiding a friendship bracelet.

Blue under over under purple
Tag, pass it on, back again
Purple bows and dips
Blue swaths move again
Little purple dance
Wrap in blue
Pull.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Pure Comedic Gold

Victor Borge has assigned a sound to every punctuation mark. Unfortunately the video starts after his explanation, but see if you can guess what each sound is. Phonetic Punctuation.

Also, check out Inflationary Language. It's very fitting when you think about the economics...

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Smug Superiority

Hah! I understand this.

Friday, July 06, 2007

Ireland Update

After kicking around some Lancaster shops for a while in the morning and then eating lunch, my mom and I arrived on campus and went in to our meeting. After a lot of talking and hearing some more details about the program to St. Mary's in Belfast (the only one that is through Millersville) concerning , we went to an impromptu meeting with my financial aid counselor, who was very helpful and explained a lot of things that left my head positively spinning.

However, what it comes down to is: if I accept the maximum amount allowed by the Stafford Loan to students in their junior year, that surplus will be practically enough to cover the additional expenses of living (in an apartment), food, personal expenses, insurance, and travel (to and from Belfast) and the remaining gap should be covered by the money I have saved. My mom is pretty much on board with the idea, but now that it actually looks like it could be a reality, I find myself feeling oddly nervous and conflicted and excited, all at once, and wondering about the silliest things-- like, how would I pack a pillow overseas?

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Advertisements

Saw this on Myspace today, and I'm pretty sure that I'm not Johnny Depp, or any celebrity. I think I would have noticed by now, don't you?

Reading

I just finished reading Nausea (by Jean-Paul Sartre), and I must say I've been in a weird mood for the past few days while reading it. I have been reflecting on this, and I think it's partly that although I understand the book, and other "deep" literature like it, I also absorb powerful works of literature in some way... I take on the voice and spirit of the narrator even after the book has ended, and it's almost like possession...

I guess you could say I get really into my reading.

And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape

Monday, July 02, 2007

Oh, I just remembered this joke

What's the difference between a cat and a comma?

The cat has claws at the end of its paws, but the comma is a pause at the end of a clause.

*runs off before someone can arrest her for a really bad english-major style pun*

Just write something... anything...

"Well, my husband was in World War Two and my son was in Vietnam, and they both said it was quieter over there than here with me," she says with a sly little smile. Her hair is steely white and one can feel the resolve that lies beneath it.

The air in the library was almost completely still, the stultifying not-calm that falls in a space where the apathetic air conditioner vents have lost hope. It oppressed our minds, paring conversation down to trivialities couched in quaint Pennsylvania expressions and a sporadic redundant "mhm."

Staying alert was a struggle, but not for her, the icy-haired lady, who moves around the desk, ponderous but inexorable. Small children arrive at the counter with armfuls of picture books they can barely lift onto the scarred wooden surface, their mothers lingering indulgently behind, and she turns her sharp gaze on them.

"We all set then?" Her suddenly kindly tone is incongruous with the strength of her presence, and the eyes of the children standing before her are round and filled with awe.

And so begins another week

I'm looking for me
You're looking for you
We're looking in at each other
And we don't know what to do

They call me The Seeker
I've been searching low and high
I won't get to get what I'm after
Till the day I die

Sunday, July 01, 2007

And another...

I almost forgot that The Golden Compass is also in production! I can't wait for December...

I'm oddly flattered at this quiz result







Which Firefly Line Are You?




"The human body can be drained of blood in 8.6 seconds given adequate vacuuming systems." (River, Safe)

Take this quiz!

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Stardust

I had heard rumours, but I didn't know the movie was coming out this summer! Release date in the US: August 10 2007. *bounces*

I watched the trailer on the movie's official site and it looks like they've kind of hyped up some of the action bits, especially the pirates (everyone likes pirates, right?) and the swordplay-- I didn't remember quite so much swordplay in the book. But, you know, awkward young boy has to be more of a hero... Plus, I love, love, love Michelle Pfeiffer in the role of the witch. <3

I'm about halfway through re-reading the book now; the timing is good enough that I'll have it in my memory but it won't be too freshly on my mind, so I'll still be able to enjoy the movie. I do hope this movie is a success in the mainstream, however much it may bug me that non-Gaiman-reading fans are going to go see it, because if this is a success they might then do a movie version of Neverwhere-- which could be much darker/mature and awesome.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Yay Books

Some of the boxes in the classics closet, neatly arranged and alphabetized.


The classics closet doubles as a storage closet...


My lovely handwriting.


I also organised the sci-fi closet!

Demon Fish!

Actually, it's just a wolf eel. But still... it's looks like a lovecraftian sort of character, doesn't it? Apparently they found a skull of one in the tri-state area. Read the story here.

Friday, June 15, 2007

They're coming...

The revolution has begun!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Mrs. Rorer

She's the lady of the library-- the senior co-director, along with her daughter, and a formidable woman. She's very opinionated, blunt, and runs the library with a firm hand.

Quote: "Well, my husband was in World War II and my son was in Vietnam, and they both said it was quieter over there than here with me."

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Got Bored...


Your Score: Katharine Hepburn
You scored 7% grit, 14% wit, 66% flair, and 19% class!




You are the fabulously quirky and independent woman of character. You go your own way, follow your own drummer, take your own lead. You stand head and shoulders next to your partner, but you are perfectly willing and able to stand alone. Others might be more classically beautiful or conventionally woman-like, but you possess a more fundamental common sense and off-kilter charm, making interesting men fall at your feet. You can pick them up or leave them there as you see fit. You share the screen with the likes of Spencer Tracy and Cary Grant, thinking men who like strong women.


Find out what kind of classic leading man you'd make by taking the
Classic Leading Man Test.


Friday, June 08, 2007

I'm a leaf on the wind...

...watch how I soar.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

:(

Well, my mom got a call today that a close friend of hers who lives on the west coast died yesterday... she was kind of like a relative to me but I just feel very distanced from it, although sad. But I feel bad for my mom :/

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Some of my Books


I'm running out of room on my bookshelves...

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Friday, June 01, 2007

Rrr

click the picture.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Unpacking

Ok, so most of this has now been unpacked and put away... but still, you see why it took me so long!

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Book Sale!

Well, I finally sorted the photos I took at the library's semi-annual book and plant sale last Saturday. Here are a few highlights:

Fortunately, the weather was just perfect.


My mother showing off her plants.



Monday, May 21, 2007

Settling In

Well, I finally got my computer set up, and thanks to our lovely new router, I'm online as well! I'll try to keep Bast turned off or at least sign off when I'm away-- and it's going to be very hot up here, so that probably won't be too often. In the meantime however, I'm around :)

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Funny, That....

It's strange how people's minds work sometimes, isn't it?

:link:

Such a Poetry Geek...

I would totally want to get this shirt if it weren't brown xD

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Sigh...

Every time I think about study abroad things, I get more depressed. The Belfast program, apparently, is only in the fall, and if I do get to study abroad it has to be in the spring of next year, because my senior year I have to take a fall and spring combination course while writing my honors thesis-- and yes, I am determined to do that and graduate in the honors college. Studying abroad spring of my junior year would also be the optimal time to do research, so I could write my paper on something celtic and awesome. But apparently, fate is against me. If I go to Glasgow, even through Millersville the worst-case scenario in USD (assuming the exchange rates don't go too crazy) is $14500 for one semester, and that's probably an optimistic worst-case scenario. Going to U College Cork through another university is even worse ($15500, and you might say, what's another $1000? but believe me, it's quite a lot when one doesn't remotely have the $10000+ to make up the difference in cost.) For reference, Millersville tuition is $6,398 annually.

At this point I don't even know why I bother to dream.

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Artsy Stuff

Well, I finally decided to get a DeviantArt gallery for my artsy photographs and the few photomanips I've begun to accumulate (things like this tend to happen when I'm avoiding other things, like finals week studying!). I haven't quite figured out the print system yet, but when I do I think I'll enable some prints for the files that will support it (I also need to figure out the specs) and, who knows, someone might actually want to buy one. It's a long shot... there's so much art and I don't really have any way of putting myself out there... but it's worth a try.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

*Snicker*

Not only is this a bad math joke, I understand it and it's very fitting for what my calculus final project entails!

Monday, April 30, 2007

Spring is Here Again...



Happy Beltane!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Sick

I hate colds :(

Monday, April 23, 2007

The Chronicles of Riddick

I have written a haiku summing up my thoughts on the entire movie.

Silly and random.
Why do his eyes look so wierd?
There were no sex scenes.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Day of Silence

Today is the Day of Silence.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

The Communist Party Forever!

But seriously... I know I haven't written anything in a while. Uni has been keeping me busy, between classes and my job in the archives and the snapper... it really is soul-consuming. I just registered for next semester's classes this morning. The schedule will probably wear me down (an 8am class twice a week and a weekly evening class on Wed) but I'm excited, as always, to experience some new classes. Finals start May 7th, which, when you think about it, is less than a month away already o.O;
I have a job waiting for me when I get back-- the local public library where I've practically grown up is going to hire me part-time, with as many hours as possible. After a month or so I'll decide if I need to look for a second job or not to meet my summer earnings goal so I can, hopefully, study abroad somewhere in the UK next year.
Also, I'm hoping to spend some quality time writing this summer. A little inspiration would be nice too... I'm a little bogged-down in the middle of "Night" right now and trying to figure out how to move it forward without being too abrupt. I'll always have Friday and Sunday off during the summer, so maybe I'll be able to work on it then.
Other than plans for the future, I have so many little detail-esque things on my mind--deadlines, photo assignments, upcoming events-- and I'm really starting to understand the term "scatterbrained." But college is the best time of our lives...

Friday, March 30, 2007

Monday, March 19, 2007

My Goodness...

Well, it has been a busy few weeks, hasn't it? The week before Spring Break is always filled with midterms and the stresses of last-minute assignments, and of course the week of is never quite long enough to be really relaxing (it feels like I've been away from Millersville forever, but it all seems a little hazy in-between), and now my first week back is filled with "welcome to reality" assignments approaching and homework as usual.

*sigh*

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Jason!


This took me a while to make, but it's totally worth it! Isn't he cute? ...Well, of course, "menacing" and similar adjectives also come to mind ;)

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Yay for Snarky Horoscopes!

Scorpio

October 24 - November 21

There's a time and a place for everything, as you'll soon discover after falling into the rhinoceros pit during mating season.

Monday, February 19, 2007

A Few Words

anthropology
atmosphere
bureaucracy
coffee
definitely
occurrence
strength
squirrel
yogurt

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Thursday, February 15, 2007

The Creation Narrative of a Cat Lover

In the beginning there was only the First Cat, and an Earth that was cold and bare. But the First Cat brought forth a hairball, and it rose into the sky, and as it rose it gathered fire, and the Earth was warmed.
And once the Earth was warmed, the First Cat licked the ground with Her rough tongue, and the land changed shape, becoming hills and valleys. With Her paws, the First Cat scratched holes in the ground, and with Her claws she pierced the sky and rain fell, filling the oceans, and plants began to grow.
Then the First Cat sniffed the ground, and She sneezed. And from the dust that arose emerged the animals of the land, and they fled from Her. And the First Cat twitched Her tail, and the dust that was flung into the air became a great flock of birds; and they also flew from Her. And when the First Cat then sharpened her claws upon the rocks, chips of stone fell into the ocean and these became the fish and the creatures of the sea; and they swiftly swam away.
And the First Cat was pleased, and She began to groom herself, and some of Her fur fell onto the ground. And the First Cat began to purr, and as she purred the fur mixed with the dirt and took form, and the forms took two shapes: cats of all sizes in the likeness of the First Cat, although because they came from different strands of fur their markings varied, and humans, who were mostly bare because there was less of the First Cat's fur in their forms. And these did not flee from Her, but looked upon Her in awe, and to the humans the First Cat said,
"You shall be my responsibility, and you shall live on the Earth that I have made, for you have not fled before me." And to the small cats the First Cat said, "You shall stay with these humans, and care for them, for they have less fur than you; and you shall hunt the mice that eat the grain and the birds that disturb their crops; and you shall remind them of your worth by showing them what you have caught." And to the large cats the First Cat said, "You shall hunt the large animals that came from the ground, and fled from me; and they shall ever flee before you; and you shall teach these humans humility and remind them that they have been made with less fur."
And it was so, and the First Cat was pleased.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

My Boyfriend is Totally Cheating On Me!

...I caught him in bed with another woman! :O



Happy Valentine's Day!
<3

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Mrow?

Thursday, February 01, 2007

We *Are* Quite the Dirty-Minded Pair...

Gu tìr nan ciar-bheann àrda says:

I get to do a section on medieval witchcraft and sexual deviance :D :D

Gu tìr nan ciar-bheann àrda says:

...erm.. not that I care... ahem. (A)

Mirime says:

that gives a whole new meaning to burning at the stake ;)

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Mirime says:

scrabble with three people is much more fun

Mirime says:

more options for where to put things

Gu tìr nan ciar-bheann àrda says:

snigger

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Photos Are Up!

My brethren, this is truly a great day... I have, indeed, finally gotten organised and uploaded all of the photos I've been sitting on for ages (and some new ones too). Hooray for photobucket, mass-uploads, and avoidance of reading stuff for Uni! Not many of them have any explanation attached, and the ones on page 1 are newer than the ones on page 5 (which seems a little backward to me if you're looking at them for the first time and not just looking for updates...) so if any particular photo is just extremely puzzling, feel free to ask for an explanation!

Link <3

Friday, January 26, 2007

The War Prayer

By Mark Twain

It was a time of great and exalting excitement. The country was up in arms, the war was on, in every breast burned the holy fire of patriotism; the drums were beating, the bands playing, the toy pistols popping, the bunched firecrackers hissing and spluttering; on every hand and far down the receding and fading spread of roofs and balconies a fluttering wilderness of flags flashed in the sun; daily the young volunteers marched down the wide avenue gay and fine in their new uniforms, the proud fathers and mothers and sisters and sweethearts cheering them with voices choked with happy emotion as they swung by; nightly the packed mass meetings listened, panting, to patriot oratory which stirred the deepest deeps of their hearts, and which they interrupted at briefest intervals with cyclones of applause, the tears running down their cheeks the while; in the churches the pastors preached devotion to flag and country, and invoked the God of Battles beseeching His aid in our good cause in outpourings of fervid eloquence which moved every listener. It was indeed a glad and gracious time, and the half dozen rash spirits that ventured to disapprove of the war and cast a doubt upon its righteousness straightway got such a stern and angry warning that for their personal safety's sake they quickly shrank out of sight and offended no more in that way.

Sunday morning came -- next day the battalions would leave for the front; the church was filled; the volunteers were there, their young faces alight with martial dreams -- visions of the stern advance, the gathering momentum, the rushing charge, the flashing sabers, the flight of the foe, the tumult, the enveloping smoke, the fierce pursuit, the surrender! Then home from the war, bronzed heroes, welcomed, adored, submerged in golden seas of glory! With the volunteers sat their dear ones, proud, happy, and envied by the neighbors and friends who had no sons and brothers to send forth to the field of honor, there to win for the flag, or, failing, die the noblest of noble deaths. The service proceeded; a war chapter from the Old Testament was read; the first prayer was said; it was followed by an organ burst that shook the building, and with one impulse the house rose, with glowing eyes and beating hearts, and poured out that tremendous invocation

God the all-terrible! Thou who ordainest! Thunder thy clarion and lightning thy sword!

Then came the "long" prayer. None could remember the like of it for passionate pleading and moving and beautiful language. The burden of its supplication was, that an ever-merciful and benignant Father of us all would watch over our noble young soldiers, and aid, comfort, and encourage them in their patriotic work; bless them, shield them in the day of battle and the hour of peril, bear them in His mighty hand, make them strong and confident, invincible in the bloody onset; help them to crush the foe, grant to them and to their flag and country imperishable honor and glory --

An aged stranger entered and moved with slow and noiseless step up the main aisle, his eyes fixed upon the minister, his long body clothed in a robe that reached to his feet, his head bare, his white hair descending in a frothy cataract to his shoulders, his seamy face unnaturally pale, pale even to ghastliness. With all eyes following him and wondering, he made his silent way; without pausing, he ascended to the preacher's side and stood there waiting. With shut lids the preacher, unconscious of his presence, continued with his moving prayer, and at last finished it with the words, uttered in fervent appeal, "Bless our arms, grant us the victory, O Lord our God, Father and Protector of our land and flag!"

The stranger touched his arm, motioned him to step aside -- which the startled minister did -- and took his place. During some moments he surveyed the spellbound audience with solemn eyes, in which burned an uncanny light; then in a deep voice he said:

"I come from the Throne -- bearing a message from Almighty God!" The words smote the house with a shock; if the stranger perceived it he gave no attention. "He has heard the prayer of His servant your shepherd, and will grant it if such shall be your desire after I, His messenger, shall have explained to you its import -- that is to say, its full import. For it is like unto many of the prayers of men, in that it asks for more than he who utters it is aware of -- except he pause and think.

"God's servant and yours has prayed his prayer. Has he paused and taken thought? Is it one prayer? No, it is two -- one uttered, the other not. Both have reached the ear of Him Who heareth all supplications, the spoken and the unspoken. Ponder this -- keep it in mind. If you would beseech a blessing upon yourself, beware! lest without intent you invoke a curse upon a neighbor at the same time. If you pray for the blessing of rain upon your crop which needs it, by that act you are possibly praying for a curse upon some neighbor's crop which may not need rain and can be injured by it.

"You have heard your servant's prayer -- the uttered part of it. I am commissioned of God to put into words the other part of it -- that part which the pastor -- and also you in your hearts -- fervently prayed silently. And ignorantly and unthinkingly? God grant that it was so! You heard these words: 'Grant us the victory, O Lord our God!' That is sufficient. the *whole* of the uttered prayer is compact into those pregnant words. Elaborations were not necessary. When you have prayed for victory you have prayed for many unmentioned results which follow victory--*must* follow it, cannot help but follow it. Upon the listening spirit of God fell also the unspoken part of the prayer. He commandeth me to put it into words. Listen!

"O Lord our Father, our young patriots, idols of our hearts, go forth to battle -- be Thou near them! With them -- in spirit -- we also go forth from the sweet peace of our beloved firesides to smite the foe. O Lord our God, help us to tear their soldiers to bloody shreds with our shells; help us to cover their smiling fields with the pale forms of their patriot dead; help us to drown the thunder of the guns with the shrieks of their wounded, writhing in pain; help us to lay waste their humble homes with a hurricane of fire; help us to wring the hearts of their unoffending widows with unavailing grief; help us to turn them out roofless with little children to wander unfriended the wastes of their desolated land in rags and hunger and thirst, sports of the sun flames of summer and the icy winds of winter, broken in spirit, worn with travail, imploring Thee for the refuge of the grave and denied it -- for our sakes who adore Thee, Lord, blast their hopes, blight their lives, protract their bitter pilgrimage, make heavy their steps, water their way with their tears, stain the white snow with the blood of their wounded feet! We ask it, in the spirit of love, of Him Who is the Source of Love, and Who is the ever-faithful refuge and friend of all that are sore beset and seek His aid with humble and contrite hearts. Amen.

(After a pause.) "Ye have prayed it; if ye still desire it, speak! The messenger of the Most High waits!"

It was believed afterward that the man was a lunatic, because there was no sense in what he said.

--written in 1904-1905, but not published until after Twain's death in 1923

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Got My Computer Back

...yep. Now I have no excuse for not putting up photos, right? Well actually, I think I need to set up an account on some site where I can upload, organise, and nicely present huge amounts of photos, 'cause that's what I have.

Friday, January 19, 2007

Two Things

Ok, firstly I'm not sure why the images for my blog suddenly don't show up when I open the page, because when I right-click them and say "view image" and then go back to my blog page they appear just fine. *sigh*

Also, I'm taking my computer down to the Help Desk to deal with hopefully printer issues as well as a CD-reading issue, so I probably won't be online until maybe Tuesday. I'll check my email from other computers when I can until I get mine back :)

Monday, January 15, 2007

Back

Well folks, I'm back at Uni again... somehow I'm not quite as excited as I usually am to start a new semester, and I'm a little homesick, but it'll get better. I should be a *little* less busy but I definitely won't have enough free time to be mopey for long.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Coconuts xD

An explanation about why I find this so funny will be forthcoming as soon as I take some time to upload all the photos I've been taking...

Friday, December 22, 2006

Final Grades Are In!!!

*looks smug*

Undergraduate Course work Fall 2006


Subject Course Section Course Title
Final Grade





ENGL 239H 01 Hnrs:Westrn Literary Traditn 2
A




ENGL 402 01 Middle Eng Lang and Literature
A




ENGL 415 01 Sem:Joyce and Woolf
A




FREN 101 0 Elementary French 1
A




HIST 106 02 Contours of US History
A





MATH 155H 01 Hnrs:Applied Calculus 1
B



Sunday, December 17, 2006

Back Home

Well, I'm back home and settling in pretty well, considering that my mind and body were completely exhausted by the final exams, papers, and projects that have filled the last week of the semester.

I love my nice new mattress though :D

It turns out that my dad's coming home for Christmas after all, so on Tuesday night we'll pick him up at the airport... I was actually feeling kind of down that he wasn't going to be able to make it out here, so I am surprised and glad that he will be after all :)

Not much more in the way of news; I brought a lovely digital camera back with me from the Snapper (Nikon D70, baby!) so I will try to put some photos up. I've been catching up on my reading, and am already roughly halfway through The Poisonwood Bible. Cheers!

Saturday, December 09, 2006

'Cause I am Teh Awesome

This is what my desk looked like while I was writing the paper that goes with my ballad...

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

My Awesome Ballad

The Ballad of Mount Badon

"Dark days are falling on Britain!"
Her people cried aloud.
The Saxon scourge spread o'er the land,
A darkly growing cloud.

The Saxons marched on Badon Hill,
And threatened the fortress there.
King Arthur swore to punish them,
And warned them to beware.

He gathered his host of noble men,
Brave knights so strong and true;
They readied horses, took up swords
And cheered as pennants flew.

The knights rode out with God's blessing
Their ladies waved farewell.
They trusted in Arthur their lord
To fight the Saxon rebel.

In the shadow of Mount Badon
The British army camped.
The horses caught their riders' moods,
And impatiently they stamped.

Arthur stood and gave a speech:
"The Saxons broke my peace,
And God shall surely aid our cause.
Their power will decrease.

Victorious we will be this day,
We have a greater troop.
The Saxons will before us fall
Upon them we will swoop."

He raised Excalibur up high;
The battle cries began.
The ranks of Saxons waited there
Across the valley's span.

The pagans were a fearsome sight
All clad in gilded mail;
The spears were glinting in the sun;
They thought they could not fail.

King Arthur and his bold knights charged,
Their noble horses reared.
The Dragon banner proudly waved.
The King's great host was feared.

The two great armies shortly met,
With a violent clash of swords.
Of all the knights who fought that day,
None were ever cowards.

The Britons won at Mount Badon,
In glory they were shod.
The tale of Arthur's victory
Will echo in our blood.

And though this happened long ago,
The legend still lives on;
Of knights who fought and won the day
For glory and Mount Badon.

Monday, November 27, 2006

Now I'm Hungry.

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Pessimism at its Best

It just feels like nothing's going right for me... I have so much pressure and stress, and I'm trying to write this essay for an application to the summer honors program--a course with a travel abroad component(!)-- and I just can't get it to work. And all the time as I'm struggling to write it I keep thinking there's no way I'm even going to get accepted into this program, anyway--only two students from Millersville will get in. But I so badly want the chance. And I need to hand the essay/application in tomorrow before work.

My Middle English professor still hasn't changed my grade, although we discussed in her office--two weeks ago--the works cited page that I had brought in so she could change my grade from a 0, which I then emailed to her, with my name on the document as well as in the text of the email. When I talked with her this past Tuesday it didn't sound like she had changed her mind about giving me a second chance on my grade, but I really can't tell with her. I think she forgot that she was going to do it, and forgot that unlike some of the other people in the class I had actually come to see her about it, etc. and that she had offered to give me specifically a re-grade (because I at least actually had a decent paper), and I can't ask her about it again because I've used up the one oblique angle I had ("did you get the email? I wasn't sure if it sent properly...") and she'd probably get annoyed if I started pestering her about it (especially if she doesn't remember saying she would). To the class in general, since a lot did badly or didn't even follow the guidelines (which I did... except for thinking that when one has footnotes, one does not need a works cited page), she'd offered to let them choose to have their second paper be the grade for both papers. That's due on the 5th for Middle English, and I'd really like at least some feedback on the first paper before I hand in the second one... and if she hasn't changed my grade by next week, I'm going to have to gamble and accept the offer to have the second paper carry the weight of two. And that'll be 200 points.

I'm almost afraid to get my Calc portfolio back... I have no idea how I did but it was really difficult and I'm not sure if I understood and did some things correctly.

Lots of other deadlines coming up as well. The last day of finals is Dec. 16th and after that, the semester is over...

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Birthday

Well, despite having some projects due on Friday, I did enjoy my birthday/birthday weekend... I got a nice dinner out and time with Jason and plenty of birthday wishes from friends (:

(Ok, so the flowers in the photo were from Jason for our anniversary... I just didn't get them up in time. Still pretty, no?)

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Giving up on News Posts for a While...

(perhaps a little belatedly...)

Whether hade he no helme ne hawbergh nauther,
Ne no pysan, ne no plate that pended to armes,
Ne no shafte ne no schelde, to schwue ne to smyte,
Bot in his on honed he hade a holyn bobbe.
That is grattest in grene, when greuez are bare,
And an ax in his other, a hoge and vn-mete,
A spetos sparthe to expoun in spelle quo-so my3t.

(darn. the 'ash' doesn't translate to the blog.)

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Happy Halloween!

My roommate holding the pumpkin we decorated together (she drew the face and I made the hat). We named her Pomona :)

Friday, October 27, 2006

Already?

One year anniversary tomorrow... hard to believe o.O

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Shelley

Art thou pale for weariness
Of climbing heaven, and gazing on the earth,
Wandering companionless
Among the stars that have a different birth,—
And ever-changing, like a joyless eye
That finds no object worth its constancy?

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Here, There, and Back Again

Well, I went home for fall break and now I'm back.

In other news, I took the "ultimate purity test" again and my score has fallen slightly to 81%. Go me?

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Sunday, October 08, 2006

IRON MAIDEN


At last! The concert last night was awesome (once we got there). I'm too tired to write more about it... all my energy, alas, must go towards working on that paper that's due Tuesday.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Attention!

Monday, October 02, 2006

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Helter Skelter

So much to think about... so busy... what happened to the weekend? o.O

In other news, here's an itty-bitty book from the archives:


Monday, September 25, 2006

It's Almost as Good as Answering the Question of Schrodinger's Cat...

reka tsvetok: argh
reka tsvetok: the stupid school store charged me $3 for three postcards instead of 3 for $1
reka tsvetok: I don't feel like going all the way back there
cmedalis:
:(
reka tsvetok: apparently two dollars is the price of laziness
cmedalis: haha well that answers that age-old question

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Insanity is a State of Mind

(you get there by going crazy)

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man

"With a sudden movement she bowed his head and joined her lips to his and he read the meaning of her movements in her frank uplifted eyes. It was too much for him. He closed his eyes, surrendering himself to her, body and mind, conscious of nothing in the world but the dark pressure of her softly parting lips. They pressed upon his brain as upon his lips as though they were the vehicle of a vague speech; and between them he felt an unknown and timid pressure, darker than the swoon of sin, softer than sound or odour."

Sunday, September 17, 2006

So Much To Think About...

My weeks are full; my weekends in a way are fuller (after all, they're shorter) ...but at least for some of the weekend I have Jason-time.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Mrs. Dalloway

"He had not said 'I love you;' but he held her hand. Happiness is this, is this, he thought."

Friday, September 08, 2006

Basically

So basically, here's the conclusion I've reached after two weeks of Uni: My insanely busy schedule leaves very little time for messing around online, much less the time *and* brain activity needed for composing interesting blog postings. I read the headlines and my comics in the morning and maybe check in with Facebook here and there in between assignments, but that's about it...

It's going to get very boring here for a while :P

More Firefly tonight! Yay!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Eeew

On Monday, I was going over to turn the A/C down in our dorm room when I noticed some black mildew splotched on the vent of the unit. It was very unpleasant to discover-- not only is there mildew in our room, but it had been dispersed by air for who knows how long! I wonder why I've been getting sick? Naturally I turned it off, left a note for our RA, and then went down to the Snapper offices for the rest of the day.

That night the RA knocked on our door (waking me up) to take a look and explained that previously the janitors had sprayed all of the mold (before we moved in, I would assume) and killed it, but hadn't actually wiped it off the surface. We were welcome, she said, to get some disinfectant wipes and remove the residue ourselves. I was not very awake, so I didn't argue.

Now, she's a bio major, and I suspect that this was complete bullshit. For one, just because it's black doesn't mean it's dead. Our house can get pretty damp during the humid summers, and I've seen plenty of black mildew that is not at all "dead white mold." Secondly, whether or not any spores left behind are dead, it is entirely possible for them to start growing again. Basically, the University doesn't have enough staff-- or enough funding-- to check every A/C unit again and clean it, plus, they don't want to be open to lawsuits, so they're covering their asses and getting us to do the work for them. And obviously I will be doing that this weekend with my roommate, because neither of us want it near us longer than it has to be.

And for those of you who aren't familiar with Millersville, our dorm windows are bolted shut. No fresh air for our rooms...

I'd probably be more pissed about this if I weren't so incredibly busy >.<

(In other news, I got the library job I applied for at the end of last year and my first day was yesterday! It seems pretty cool so far, although with the potential to be monotonous, just like most jobs.)

Monday, September 04, 2006

Holiday?

Holiday? Hah... well, I did get to watch the first DVD of 'Firefly.' Great show, but I have to wait until next weekend to watch more :(

Friday, September 01, 2006

At Long Last...

Finally, it's Friday!